500 days of summer

Not a bad movie actually.
Watched it last night.

No idea why I just feel like wanna get up and off the tv and go to bed.
But I didn't do that.
I continue watching...
Thinking....
till the end of the movie.

So many things,feeling jumbled up together.
And I told myself never look back the passed.
Its only hurt and not worth it
The things she said to me.
The ways she accused me and
I still keep them as a secret to myself...

No point bring it up.
No point to argue.
Its over

The thing you did to people, one day you will need to pay back.
Good luck.

Surprised.

It has been about 1 year and a half I never drive a car, feel the speed, curse when I driving.. until today...

B and I went all the way to Shah Alam Stadium. I thought we are going to some events that held at the outside of the Stadium.

He stopped at the parking lots, turned to me and ask me to drive. That's really a surprised. I was stunned for a moment, thought he was just joking with me. Hell not. We exchanged sits. Deep inside I start to panic, my heart beating real fast. Praying that I not gonna to cause any accident as I am truly suck at driving.

I calmed myself down. My head recalled back what my driving instrctor taught me, I follow the steps that I recalled. Funny thing is.. I just drove straight to a very short distance further then I stopped and start to complained there are many people and cars around there. I was anxious like hell. I afraid that I go and bang people down. =.=

So B tried to think of a place where I can drive freely, out of worries, so I would not cause any accident. We end up went to the area near his office, where there are less cars around.

Well the process of learning is full of worrying, annoying, handling, trying, concerntrating, cursing, asking, laughing, scaring,speeding, stopping, looking, complaining...... It was so fun after all. Haha. Not too bad that I still can remember how to start the car and that.

Ok, I need a car and just need to practice more! I know one day I can beat you, B! Hahaha. Watch out!! XD

Maybe I should take my word back... ahem...

Merry Christmas to everyone!

:-)

Sunflower Diary 2

My plants are growing very well!

I am glad :)

What I did today?

Body massage, facial treatment and fish spa!!


Omg! Look! The fishes are attacking my legs!!
Is really tickling!!



A big man scare of little fishes.

Hahaha! So cute.

Blur

Weak vision I have.
I see everything is blur around me, I couldn't see clearly.

Sometime, I'll worry about I'm going to be blind one day...

Sunflower Diary 1

Replant my sunflower again.
Hope you growth healthy with my love and care.
Can't wait to see you grow and smile again...

今天的天空

今天，望着那无边无际的天空，
天空一片黑云，把天空染成深到浅的蓝色。
我望着天空发呆，觉得那颜色满漂亮的。

突然，一阵闪电画过天空，雷声隆隆。。
一颗颗雨滴不顾一切地落下来。

我发现。。。

世界变了，
时代变了，
地方变了，
气候变了。

时代的进步，却带来了大自然的痛苦。
时代的进步，机器就开始取代人类，人类就变得懒散。
时代的进步，使人们不懂得珍惜身边的人，事物。
时代的进步，人们的美德下倒。
时代的进步，惹来世界的不平安。

人们几时才懂得珍惜?
人们几时才懂得环保?
人们几时才发现我们的地球已生病很久了?

2012这部电影给了我很大的启示。
但，有多少人会开始领悟?
人们还是抱着"不可能"的心态，不把它当一回事。

人类是最聪明的动物， 也是最残忍的一类。
人类啊，我们几时才觉悟?
我们几时才珍惜，爱护我们的大自然?

卖火柴的小女孩

走在寒冷下雪的夜空
卖着火柴温饱我的梦
一步步冰冻一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰冻我的手
一包火柴燃烧我的心

寒冷夜里挡不住前行
风刺我的脸雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久

有谁来买我的火柴
有谁将一根根希望全部点燃
有谁来买我的孤单
有谁来实现我想家的呼唤

每次点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话
她说你要勇敢你要坚强
不要害怕不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪

每次点燃火柴微微光芒
看到希望看到梦想
看见天上的妈妈说话
她说你要勇敢你要坚强
不要害怕不要慌张
让你从此不必再流浪
妈妈牵着你的手回家
睡在温暖花开的天堂

Keep me stronger.

I am feeling rather uneasy today, my neck and my back is really aching. Been to Sam's office today, sit at a place where near the air condition, helping his dad to do some drawings. The cold wind blows towards my neck making it more worst and painful. Seriously need a good massage after that.

Today seems like I back to the working world, but the different is I'm not working in the mall. Remember the day I work in Vincci, climb up and down to get the shoes from the shelve to serve the customer. My legs and hands always got bruise easily and I felt restless and exhausted all the time. Sometimes, I kind of pissed that why I always have to suffer like that? Why I work so hard for?

Having lunch alone most of the time, wonder why I am always alone. To save up money I eat bread and have a bottle of mineral water for nearly 2 months. Sometimes I can't help, I hide myself in the washroom. I weeped. I cry my heart out. However, at the end of the day, this working experience had trained me being more patience, appreciate and cherish what I have around me, the people, the things even though I always had bad and bitter days...

Keep me stronger.. keep me stronger to live...

Science Edu Tech, please give me my salary!!! It have been 2 months.. grrrr!!!

被利用

我又被利用了，很不开心。
什么都不想听，不想讲，不想在管她的事了。
我对她的态度，无话可说。。。

我只能说，"江山易改，本性难移"。

不该

我真不该，
不该把你带到陌生的人群中。
我知你不适应，
我害你感到郁闷。

我和朋友们聊天，
我忽略了你。

我带你到这个派对的目的，
是想让你多参加社交活动，
打开心房。

或许我弄巧反拙了。。。

好久不见

有一段时间了，没有更新部落。

最近在忙着功课与考试，大家都在大忙。

这个星期我有点倒霉，事事都不是那么如意。

我有点喘不过气来, 总觉得我可以做得更好的事，我都没有做到一百分。。

怪自己的时间观念有点失调，把东西累积一堆才开工。。。

还剩下几天就放假了，只好尽能力把事情做好。

大家要加油哦!

2 more weeks.

2 more weeks to go, I'll be free like a bird.

I so stress with assignment recently, I need a really good break after this.

And I am looking for a part time job, anyone got free position for me just about 1 month?

I got so much plan and things to do after 2 weeks. I am so excited! XD

I can't wait to see my friends, I can't wait till Christmas, I looking forward to throw a party with my buddies and hanging out with my baby!

I can't wait!!

So stress right now! And I should get back to do assignment now.

Blog soon :)

Cheating, Is It a Game?

Some people never stop cheating and always be unfaithful.

Some people say they will stop but it is just an excuse to make others feel better.

Some people did stop cheating, but then they cheat again.


Some people never cheat, because they do not want to hurt others.

Some people never cheat, because they love just the way their partner is, even though is not their type at first but they can accept who they are and found out that "type" is actually not so important in life.

What important is someone who cares, understand and love you from their heart. Is not easy to find someone who truly understand and like you just the way you are nowadays.

I don't understand why people like to be an unfaithful person or cheating around. At the end of the day, the person who hurt the most is yourself.

Why people seems to like to hurt people around and never appreciate or cherish the things and the people around them?

Do not make an excuse that is human nature, actually all this is man made. We know that is not right and we still do is, so is man made...

How scary this world can be...How scary people can be nowadays...

Happy Anniversary!

Happy belated 7th months together bb! :)

My dearest bb,

On date of 4th marks our monthly anniversary. We have been together for 7th months, that's 216days! Woohoo!

However, this month we both forget about it. lol. At least we got a belated wished to each other :)

Thank you bb, for everything that we done for each other, travel around together, cook together, laugh together, fooling around together, helping each other when we face problems.

You will always be a part of me,
I'm a part of you indefinitely,
I love you.

NEW DESIGN BLOG

Hi earthling!

Check it out my new blog. It is all about art and design. I'm going to talk about whatever things about design there. From interior design to fashion. And I also will share my artworks with all of you!

Do check out : http://www.simple-design-addict.blogspot.com/


Cheers!

BUSY MONTH

I've been busy around this few weeks. So many things to do yet so little time. Some other time I even thought to skip my sleeping time to do my work, but i know I will end up like a dead cat and make thing even worst.

I couldn't really sleep well recently, perhaps the stress I have in me haven't fade away yet even I done some of my assignments. My bigger worry is about the food bazaar. I am sure I will have a good sleep after this event end.

Frankly, I dislike group assignment. Is not about I couldn't communicate with people, I realized that nowadays young people are lack of responsibilities to their duties, apparently they love people to nag them.

I am so bad luck to have those people in my group. They don't even bother, don't even wanna ask about it. Even I call them up, they also seems to not care about me and always ask me to make decision. I really hate they answered me " I DON'T KNOW". Of course I can make my own decision, If I do that it is not fair, In a group, we must share opinion and help each other to make this event work. WTF! Give me a stupid reason that you got assignment to do... Damn it! I also have a lot things to do, not only you ok.

Is so not fair that your guys just sit your ass there and do nothing and I'm like a crazy woman busy around, planning for the event, Grrrr... Enough is enough.. I knew you all and I not going to group with you guys anymore. Making use of me and waste my energy!

I can't wait till Thursday. Grrrrr... Hope that event runs well and my food can make profit back :(

New Header

SEXY is the theme of the month for my blog design. Haha.

I going with very simple design. White for the background and with Shakira new song on - She wolf.

Feeling sexy recently so I come up with this theme. Hahaha. Wtf.

My header pic is symbolize sexy too.

Hope you guys feel a bit sexy when you come to my blog. Haha.
Even if you are not, please pretend you are lah, give me some face man. LOL.

Xoxo
Rachael. C

Tattoo is an Art!

You know what? After I came back from Bali, Tattoo has raise my interest level. In Bali, everyone seems to accept that tattoo is an art. They just love it and you can see tattoo shops are everywhere.

So, I have been doing research about the history of tattoo for my Research Methodlogy assignment.

A brief history of Tattoo..
..is said to has two major derivations- fromthe polynesian word ‘ta’ which means striking somethingand the tahitian word ‘tatau’ which means ‘to mark something’. The history of tattoo began over 5000 years ago and is asdiverse as the people who wear them. Tattoos are created by inserting colored materials beneaththe skins surface. The first tattoos probably were createdby accident. someone had a small wound, and rubbed itwith a hand that was dirty with soot and ashes from the fire.once the wound had healed, they saw that a mark stayed permanently. Despite the social sciences' growing fascination with tattooing,and the immense popularity of tattoos themselves,the practice has not left much of a historical record.

Indonesia
Borneo is one of the few places in the world where traditional tribal tattooing is still practiced today just as it has been for thousands of years. Until recently many of the inland tribes hadlittle contact with the outside world. As a result, they have preserved many aspects of their traditional way of life, including tattooing.Borneo designs have gone all around the world to form thebasis of what the western people call ‘tribal’.

Interesting huh?
Well there's more about the history of Tattoo in different country. I just listed Indonesia.

Last week, I followed Sam to the Tattoo Studio where it located at SS15, opposite Asia Cafe. The place is clean, neat and the interior pretty well done up.


Tattoo design papers pasted on the wall.

This is Yin, tattoo artist from Terengganu.
He was inserting ink on Sam's skin.

I had a chat a little with him before he begins. He is really friendly and funny as well. I learned that he already in this field for about 3 years. He claimed that this is not a nice job to earn money in Malaysia.

Is really interesting to see the process of inserting ink into the layers of skin to change the pigment for decorative on someone hand. Most awesome thing was, I can watch the process right in front my eyes and not through a television. Hahaha. Then I heard Sam was moaning for pain. Lol.

My tattoo is still under construction I guess :-/ ?